Saturday, January 07, 2006
It's beautiful how we can persist after dreams.
They are nothing more then intangible mists. Nothing more then the air spun into illusions.
But we cling onto them, and some of us take it a step further. We risk life for it; we risk time, sleep, and energy for it. We risk relationships, sanity, money, and everything that sustains us for something that we might not even be sure exists.
But it's so beautiful... its so beautiful how we're so stupid.
Sometimes we fight so hard for these dreams we become bitter. The harder we chase; the distance never seems to change. It's like we're running after something we can see at a distance but while it always seems so probable, every step is equally futile.
I would like to add that suddenly, before you know it, you've reached your dream after hard hunting. But the truth is it doesn't always work like that. This world does not always reward the hard workers, or the righteous, or the innocent, the loving and the sacrificial.
Some people spend their whole lives chasing after a dream... to the graves.
The beauty is that we are willing to give up everything for a fleeting glimpse of happiness.
At some point in your life you have to accept everything about this world and yourself and the people in it before you lose your mind.
At some point the only thing constant and unchanging is your daily chase.
At some point you lose sight of what your dream really is.
At some point you start to wonder where God is in all of these.
But you have to believe.
Because the alternative is just too bleak...
MARK 9: 23
Jesus said to him, " 'If you can!' Everything is possible to one who has faith."
24 Then the boy's father cried out, "I do believe, help my unbelief!"Help My Unbelief debbie at 10:59 AM