Sunday, October 30, 2005

i believe in FOREVER.

Church service on sat, Dr Robb Thompson, left me with that feeling.

WHY have short-term relationships if the person won't be there with you at the end of the road?

it would equate to a waste of your time.

i want FOREVER, because you are important to me, because i love you, because i want to see you still holding onto me at the end of the road. because i don't want to waste my time on people who will forget me as soon as a year goes by, because i can't exchange a second of my life for all the money in the world, it means it is even more precious then all the money in the world.

because i am tired of things that are temporary,

because all i am looking for is love forever, not love for awhile.

what are you looking for?

debbie at 8:38 AM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

great expectations. christians always get the greatest expectations.

i've figured the answer why. no where else in any philosophy or religion do you get such advice:

matthew 5:44 "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."

Matthew 5:38:45 "You have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.' But I say to you, Do not resist one who is evil. But if any one strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also; and if any one would sue you and take your coat, let him have your cloak as well; and if any one forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to him who begs from you, and do not refuse him who would borrow from you. You have heard that it was said, 'You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust."

in this day and age, to be like jesus is so hard. i look at the verse and i can't help but wonder- is jesus insane? it's humanly impossible to be that perfect. didn't this world crucify perfection?

hmm.

debbie at 3:55 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Work ...
like you don't need the money.
Love ...
like you've never been hurt.
Dance ...
like nobody's watching.
Sing ...
like nobody's listening.
Live ...
like it's Heaven on Earth.

hi i am back! :)

debbie at 4:34 AM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

sighs.

i am in the airport!

how i wish i could jet off. hongkong for supper, paris for breakfast, egypt for dinner. woots.

everyone has been on a holiday! i feel so stiffled.

enough orchard road, try stripping to excite me please.

debbie at 7:52 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

i hope i marry someone who will be up at 3am! wahaha, cos you see, i am so fond of staying up during holz, and i doubt it's going to change. pah, eyebags, i dont care so much already, there comes a time in your life you just accept everything about yourself, other wise by then you'd have jumped down, eyebags, bad sleeping habits and all.

debbie at 11:13 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

2 interesting sites...


http://www.visionsofjesuschrist.com/weeping596.htm

http://www.visionsofjesuschrist.com/weeping1.htm

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this anonymous person says in the Exorcism of Emily Rose forum (http://www.eteamrevolution.net/culturecommission/the-exorcism-of-emily-rose), "HELL is real friend you dont have to see a movie about that so what if there is a real hell please dont die to find out trust christ now ask questions later john 3 16"

HAHA i really laughed when I read it.

debbie at 2:44 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

I just wanted to fall
Swoosh past trees and buildings
Let memories become a blur
Let me lose myself in the speed
Let nothing be fast enough to hurt me
Let nothing come close enough to touch me
Fallfallfallfast
Seeking solace in nothingness
Finding emptiness in the happiness
I thought perhaps the tears wouldn't even
Touch me
If I fly so fast, how can they catch up?
But even then I hit
rock bottom
Everythingcatchesupatthebottom,
Doublydoublyhard.

How could I have mistaken a
F
A
L
L
For flight?

How can you?

debbie at 6:32 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

hello
This is how
AH LIANS
write poetry you know
they think they anyhow
paragraph paragraph poetry
already.

debbie at 4:42 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005

so you know...

i really care. it is when i don't say anything. it doesn't mean that i don't think about you, or wonder how you are.

debbie at 2:42 PM